I Really Loved Harold Lyrics

They told me when I was little 
I'd go to heaven, if I was good. 
Now I'm a long way from little 
'Cause I tried to find heaven, 'cause I thought that I could 
I thought that I could. 
And I thought I loved Harold and I really loved John, 
I really loved Alphy and I almost loved Tom. 
I loved them so easy and I loved them so free, 
So I don't think that heaven will wanna love me. 
 
Hallo, song of the willow, 
The dreams under my pillow turned to tears that I cried. 
Beauty and love are our riddle, 
Never to answer but always to try, 
And boy, did I try? 
I tried with Harold and I tried with John, 
I tried with Alphy and almost with Tom. 
I left myself open for the whole world to see, 
Now the world is the heaven that won't accept me. 
 
I said goodbye to Harold and goodbye to John, 
Goodbye to Alphy and goodbye to Tom 
'Cause I loved them so easy and I loved them so free, 
So I don't think that heaven will wanna love me. 
Oh say, can you see, by the dawn's early light 
No light will shine me?