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                    i really don't know what i'm doing here
             i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but...
                                just one drink
                     and there're some people to meet you
                         i think that you'll like them
                              i have to say we do
            and i promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
                     now why don't i just get you another
                          while you just say hello...
                                       
                            yeah just say hello...
                                       
                           so i'm clutching it tight
                           another glass in my hand
                          and my mouth and the smiles
                            moving up as i stand up
                            too close and too wide
                         and the smiles are too bright
                           and i breathe in too deep
                          and my head's getting light
                but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
                           and i'm starting to sway
              and the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
                            and they won't go away
                                 so here i go
                              here i go again...
                                       
                            falling into strangers
                           and it's only just eleven
                         ans i'm staring like a child
                         until someone slips me heaven
                           and i take it on my knees
                       just like a thousand times before
                             and i get transfixed
                                  that fixed
                       and i'm just looking at the floor
                           just looking at the floor
                           yeah i look at the floor
                                       
                           and i'm starting to laugh
                            like an animal in pain
                        and i've got blood on my hands
                        and i've got hands in my brain
                           and the first short retch
                          leaves me gasping for more
                         and i stagger over screaming
                            on my way to the floor
                            and i'm back on my back
                    with the lights and the lies in my eyes
                    and the colour and the music's too loud
                       and my head's all the wrong size
                                 so here i go
                              here i go again...
                                       
                            yeah i laugh and i jump
                            and i sing and i laugh
                            and i dance and i laugh
                            and i laugh and i laugh
                           and i can't seem to think
                                 where this is
                                   who i am
                          why i'm keeping this going
                              keep pouring it out
                             keep pouring it down
                     and the way the rain comes down hard
                        that's the way i feel inside...
                                       
                            i can't take it anymore
                              this it i've become
                             this is it like i get
                           when my life's going numb
                          i just keep moving my mouth
                          i just keep moving my feet
                         i say i'm loving you to death
                           like i'm losing my breath
                        and all the smiles that i wear
                         and all the games that i play
                         and all the drinks that i mix
                          and i drink until i'm sick
                         and all the faces that i make
                        and all the shapes that i throw
                           and all the people i meet
                         and all the words that i know
                          makes me sick to the heart
                             oh i feel so tired...
                                       
                     and the way the rain comes down hard
                          that's how i fell inside...